Happy Happy Joy Joy

May is here finally, the sun is out finally. I am feeling a bit better spirits are getting better. The two giant bottles of vitamin D that I purchased may have helped. This winter hit me hard. Kaia has been my only source of joy lately and that feeling truly sucks. Forced emotion, forced nicety and forced smiles. I have only had a select few people around me over the last few months and I have enjoyed exploring and getting to know different senses of community in this little town of boring. I have always preached that you make your own happiness now it is time for me to stop bitching and actually practice it. I have put my foot into different streams of interest over the past few months....yoga, sewing....working out  (blah) so I can’t say that I have just sat around and did nothing all winter. I have tried to pick myself up a notch but for some reason it just didn’t pick me up enough. This coming holiday truly cannot come soon enough. I am so excited to get out of town, explore, visit and just have some different scenery. I will miss Erick, 3 weeks is a long time he has also expressed his sadness and how much he will miss us. I know that he will keep busy though he has a couple trips to go on for volley ball and a possible golf trip.
I am hoping that when I come home everything will be sprung and fresh and sunny and shinning. I am sick of sitting here waiting for it all to happen.
  This weekend Erick was away on a volley ball trip. I was hoping to get some baking done and some sewing neither has happened yet. Erick will be home this evening so Kaia and I will probably be heading down to Mom Canlas’ house for family dinner sans Erick. That is ok though more food for us....wink wink. Marcy came for an overnight visit last night it was a good visit we went out for dinner stopped at a friend’s for a little home based party and then made it home to bath Kaia and play for a bit before her bed time.
  The weekend has been quiet but good...cleaning, visiting and relaxing.